Self Resolution

Sitting here in my chair
I'm going no where

The sky is as gloomy
as the light in my heart
cause i know as well as you
that this is the end of the start.

I will hold your hand,
fake a smile and a laugh
but before the night is threw
i'll be done with you.

Not only will I, you will too
cause it's as plain to me
as anyone can see
I just don't love you

You will say different
but i know you feel
further from me
than you'll ever be.

Don't you remember
when you would hold me tight?
and when i was hurt
you would stand up and fight.

Have you noticed lately
I have been ignored
I have been left alone
for the night to consume me.

Before the light comes through
my slow decaying body will lie
on the bed that was once filled
with the dreams that were mine

The light in my heart
slowely fading away
as my soul drifts down
to the land where i dread most

I see now.
I'm running.

I see now.
You are me.

I see now.
My distant concience.

I see now.
I'm running from me.

And now I see.
I can not be saved.

Not from time.
Not from me.

I'm sitting here in my chair.
Going no where.