Why must u hurt me baby? u always think ur right. i can never be right. God forbid I'm right and u make an excuse for me to think I'm wrong. i can not allow u to treat me this way any more. I'm not going to lie and say that i don't love u when i do. i love u with all my heart, but if u continue to treat me this way then our relationship is going to have to be over. even though i don't want it to be over i am not going to stand for the verbal abuse i am getting from u. i am not going to stand for looking like a fool for u babe. i defend our relationship when people tell me to leave u. i tell them that our love is to strong and we can not be without each other. after all of this i just have one question to ask u. do u even f**king love me u bastard? if u do how can u treat me and hurt me this way. i pour my heart and soul into this relationship and all i get in return is disrespect. no babe. i will not tolerate it. because even though i do love u don't think i will hesitate to turn around and leave u. don't u ever think i deserve better than this. how can u say that our relationship i based on lies. i may have lied to u in the past a few times but telling u the truth and the way u would react made me afraid to tell u the truth. i need u to appreciate me babe. i do so much for u babe. i buy u everything u need. i go where ever u need me to go for u. i ditch my own family for u. when we fight i get on my f**king knees and beg for ur forgiveness even though i know ur wrong for being mad at me in the first place. i cut my wrist to see the pain i f**king caused u. what more do i have to do to prove my love for u babe. it's killing me babe to know u dont trust me. i have not cheated on u and never will. so why baby? why must u treat me this way?
