It hurts When you guys talk about me

When you guys talk about me you make me mad
You put me in the dumps and then I feel sad
You talk about the way I am around him
That's not how i act and I can only take it to the rim

You dint even know how much you hurt me and your my best friend
It's my broken heart your supposed to mend
But instead you help in breaking it again

I know you don't mean to make me feel this way
But it bothers me the things you say
You say your just joking and i know that
But sometimes I feel like a little rat

Sometimes you make me feel like you hate me and I know that's not it at all
I know this to you seems off the wall
But i can't really tell you how it makes me feel
It's my heart you really kill

You are the one i tell when someone hurts me
But you're helping her can't you see
It really hurts when you and her talk about me and him
I feel like I'm falling apart limb by limb

Sometimes I come home crying cause you hurt me more than you know
But those feelings I never show
I don't want them to call me a crybaby and hurt me more
I just want Hide away and close the door

I feel like I can't love him like I want to
Because of her and you
I feel like crying when I'm around both you and him
Because I know you think I spend more time with him

I never know what to do
I want you to be happy but I want him to
I want to know that your OK with the way I love him
So for the time being please just don't joke about that with me.