The Void (relationships)

WHILE YOU WERE AWAY I MISSED...

NO... IT WAS DEEPER THAN THAT.. I REALIZED HOW GOOD YOU AND I WERE.

INSTEAD OF SITTING HERE WILLING MY THOUGHTS OF YOU TO DEFER LYING AND DENYING IT

I'M GOING TO FINALLY OPENLY SHARE SOMETHING WITH YOU

SO CHECK IT...

THOUGHTS OF YOU THOUGHTS OF ME THOUGHTS OF WE CLOUD MY MIND DAILY

I CANT ESCAPE THE FEELINGS OF HOW THINGS USE TO BE AND WISHFULLY HOPE THAT MAYBE

(ECHO OF MAYBE) WE CAN START OVER AT OUR ATTEMPT AT GROWING OLDER...

TOGETHER AND MAYBE REVISE OUR DEFINITION OF FOREVER

BECAUSE YOU SEE ITS IN THE ABSENCE OF YOU THAT MY DAYS ARE DIM..

MY HEART HOPELESSLY LOOMS LIKE A BROKEN GEM

THERE IS NO LIGHT WITHOUT YOU HERE

AND I FIND THAT THERE IS SOME THERAPY IN FINALLY ADMITTING THAT I WANT YOU NEAR.

YES YOUR STYLE

YES YOUR COLOGNE

YOUR TOUCH

YOUR INTELLIGENCE

IT ALL PLEASANTLY ENTICES AND CLEVERLY INVITES ME

TO GAINFULLY BASK IN THE EXCITING WONDERMENT OF....

YOU.

LOVING AND BEING LOVED

CANT YOU SEE THAT WE FORFEITED PARADISE?

LISTEN TO ME ... AND HOPEFULLY I CAN GET YOU TO THINK TWICE.

AND I TRUST THAT YOU KNOW THAT I AM NOT BEGGING YOU TO COME BACK TO ME.

BECAUSE OF THE DEPTH OF OUR CONNECTION YOU UNDERSTAND THAT BESIDE YOU IS WHERE I AM SUPPOSE TO BE.

RIGHTFULLY.

IF I WERE YOU THERE WOULDN'T BE MUCH CONVINCING ME

ID EVEN SAY THAT SIDE BY SIDE IS WHERE ID WANT TO BE.

BUT WE'VE SLIPPED OFF OUR AXIS

AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE ARGUE OR RESOLVE THE ISSUE

WE ALWAYS COME BACK TO THIS

WE TOOK LOVE FOR GRANTED.

AND NOW THAT ITS SLOWLY FADING OUR EMOTIONS ARE SLANTED.

HOW DO YOU LIVE WITH A SOUL MATE

WHEN YOU CANT FIND YOUR SOUL?

HOW DO YOU FIND WARMTH WHEN INTERNALLY YOU ARE SO COLD?

AGAIN I SAY... LETS START OVER AT OUR ATTEMPT AT GROWING OLDER... TOGETHER AND MAYBE REVISE OUR DEFINITION OF FOREVER ...