The darkness fills what I have inside.
I get so upset I get mad and I cry.
Sometimes I don't know where to go.
I feel cornered in the darkness and cold.
I get this feeling boiling inside of me.
Like its cutting its way through everything.
I close my eyes and start to cry
feeling frustrated I let the tears come out to die.
I hate the feeling of being depressed
I try to snap out of it and look distressed.
I feel like a real monster
when it comes out inside of me.
I've tried holding the feelings back.
But they come out and put me in a room pitch black.
I know its something I have to defeat.
Because its something that wont even let me sleep.
