I sat still at the table waited
staring at time and it's running children
the ticks were becoming slower and annoying
my breathing were becoming harder
like stones that we carry
i wonder will she come
a hour has pass
another sixty clicks went by
still no sign of her
i took a drink slowly
hoping she will be here by the end of this cup
another hour has passed
still no sign of her
i started to get worried
maybe she got into trouble
and needs me
i called her phone
no answer
three hours has passed
still no sign of her
I keep telling myself lies
that she will come no matter what
she will be here, just a little bit more time
i took another cup
nobody at all
four hours went by
still no sign of her
my feet are starting to shake
with fear of rejection and hate
i tell myself more lies
to keep my mind off of reality
soon she will come
i just need to wait a bit longer
i took another cup
still no answer
five hours went by
still nobody came
my eyes slowly starting to close
it was really weak of me
to not stay awake
i wanted another cup
but there it stayed
i shut my eyes
still no answer
six hours went by
the crowd grew larger
i woke up from a shock
to see no one there
my cup of coffee stayed
but my mind was away
i took another call
the ring was moving
still no answer
seven hours has passed
the night sky was alive
people were holding hands and laughing
i was sitting here and waiting
another cup of it will help
i took another drink of lie
telling myself she will come
the colors felt really deep
still no answer
eight hours has gone by
a number i called six times
no answer
no call
another cup of coffee
made me remember it all
i took another call
still no answer
nine hours went by
people were starting to leave
i sat quietly and waited
with my eyes moving around slowly
where can she be?
did she forgot about me?
i took another drink of coffee
still no answer
ten hours went by so fast
the store was closing
everyone started to leave
i stared at my cup of coffee
and dreamed of where she could be
it was time for me to leave
so i picked up my things and was about to leave
my phone then started to ring
I stared at what made it ring
a message left by the girl who i didn't see
a simple message that made me quietly leave
"i'm sorry.. please leave..."
