Surrounded by friends,
Yet I still feel lonely.
They can not help me,
I'm all alone.
Will this feeling of hatred,
Ever go away?
This feeling of emptiness,
Surrounds me,
Consumes me,
And I fall into the darkness.
Into the depths of nowhere.
Here I am,
There he is.
Is this the end?
He leaves me,
I'm alone again.
But now he is gone.
I cannot cry because the pain is too great.
I throw up, feeling more emptiness.
Did he ever have a heart?
Cannot escape my own thoughts.
The voice pours out.
And I obey its every command.
Confused about what to do,
I fall to the ground.
I wake up,
Head pounding.
Bright lights,
Did I achieve?
A figure in white approaches me.
"There is someone here to see you."
There she is,
I'm in white,
She is not.
I sit up,
Look around.
Not heaven,
Hospital.
Back to the beginning.
Is he still mine?
She is crying.
I comfort her.
She tells me.
I feel myself fall back
...He's Gone...
