I wonder

I wonder why my dreams never come true

I wonder why I am down, out, and blue

I wonder why I can't let go of what happened in the past

I wonder my life seems to be going nowhere, but moving fast

I wonder why everything I plan for crashes and burns

I wonder why I go through pain, but never a lesson learned

I wonder why I live in so much fear

I wonder why I laugh, but hold back tears

I wonder why I am so easily stressed

I wonder why I cant see that I am truly blessed

I wonder why I never seem to be right

I wonder why the pettiest things, give me sleepless night

I wonder if all my trying is worthwhile

I wonder if I am really going the extra mile

I am so confused, I dont know anything

But I do know that God is in control of everything