Hope

Hope

I wish there was a pill to take this pain away from me

No more sadness, no more darkness, no more tears or jealousy

I am this girl you see, who wants to make him happy

I want to be his only one, his one true love

But I wonder if this will ever happen

There is too much going on in my life I thought

No one will ever want me

But he came along and didn't care what it was

He was the boy I thought only existed in my dreams

But somewhere things got ugly

And jealousy got in the way

He was bored and I was insecure

And our hearts turned away... from each other

He sits on the couch and we don't talk

He hides behind the screen

I wish I could converse with him the way that he wants

And be that girl he wishes I could be

But he expects perfection even though he does not own it

And I can't speak because I don't think I'm "the One"

My flaws cause too much disappointment

I wish I was the girl he wants to go to

When all else has gone to hell

I wish I was his perfect angel

And I was the one he could tell

everything

Something inside me says things will change

Things won't always be the same

We'll choose to get closer or farther apart

Fall in love or fall away

For my faults I am sorry, my fears have got in the way

They've been in the way of me loving him

And this is the price I've had to pay

But I will love him the best I can

And I will change

And I will win his heart again