It really matters...

I'm scared to get hurt again.
I am scared that when you say it doesn't matter
I know that deep down it does.
I'm scared that the only thing us back,
might end up tearing us apart.
I'm so scared to think that you like me.
I am so scared to have to leave you one day.
It scares me that I have to face the truth,
even though I don't want to.
But reality I must face,
that in your heart I might never hold a place.
Even though you say I do,
you do things that make me doubt it true.
Just tell me the truth
when it comes to that
you know it matters to you too.