Nothing more then a reflection

Once the girl saw her reflection All she could see was every imperfection These broken pieces can't judge her anymore The mirror is now shattered on the floor The girl picks up a piece and slits her wrists in hopes of not living anymore It did not work so she tried again She picks up the gun and sticks it to her head Her mind is going crazy with memories she had shared how could she even dare she knows she has a family that really does care as she sits in the chair At the TV she glares Her dad walks by with a face she cant forget Everything she did she starts to regret Every thought has crossed her mind she is terrified Its half past nine And getting really late She can't remember when she last ate She goes to the kitchen in search of some food She sees pills on the counter The label reads only take 2 She takes thirteen and then three more Now she is puking all over her bedroom floor Her mom calls an ambulance not knowing what's wrong Her dad yells what the heck is going on? She stands up with a knife in one hand She runs after her dad yelling its your fault I am the way I am She then ends up in pine rest Her parents were told it was one of the best With nothing left to do but cry As that one tear filled her eye She said what's wrong with me why do I want to die? She decides to change her life saying this was the last time She gets the help she needs but when she gets back home She seems to find her self back down on her knees yelling no daddy please The depression just gets worse Dying is another thirst She slits her wrists to release the pain It's been 2 years of not saying a thing All she wants to do is die She's about ready to blow another fuse but yet she's so confused The confusion and depression seem to collide making tears fill her eyes So she starts to pack not really wanting to go back But she notices the depression starts to crack. she is now glad she went back. Yes that girl was me, and it was a hard thing to go through but I made it through okay...

*By:Jennifer L. Hamel*