Why do i cry in side
even though i have a smile on my face
is it fake or can it be real
why do i smile when i don't feel happy
why do i love but yet i don't feel it
why do i keep my eyes open
when i want them to be closed for ever
could it be that i want to love again
have trust in you and forget
about him
why cant i feel what you feel
why cant i cry when i need to
why do i smile when i don't want to
and laugh when it hurts
my heart beats for you
but not fast enough
