I am standing here in
this place with people I
do not know so I am
staying to myself and in
my head I am running
from the darkness that is
running after me as I run
I look for the lights that
are slipping away so I grab
them and hold them tightly
as I look at the lights in
my life fade away till i only
see two so i hold them as
tight as i can and see that
they are my two good
friends and i just stand
there thinking of them
as the darkness takes
me over and as i slip i
see myself shutting
people out of my life
for now and probably
forever and i almost stop
talking i don't mean to i
just don't have anything
that i want to say anymore
so i see myself looking for
someone to share my
thoughts and feelings
with and i find her i just
know that she is great in
everyway and i can't stop
thinking about her, i just
don't know how to ask her
all i know is i am tired of
being alone i just feel like
i have no one to hold nor to
hold me, someone told me
that there are more fish in
the sea but i feel like the
one fish that a kid has as
a pet sitting in a little bowl
all alone till the day i die
