Damn; i just realized how much i hurt... you dont even got to write it so i could know; i know by the way you typing.. i realized that i'm wasting my time wishing to die and my wrists are full blood and i could see the light...
Trying to get up from this floor i whisper to myself don't go into the light.. Trying to open my eyes i look at my wrists and try to stop the blood..
i scream someone save me; and you walk threw my door grabbing me and holding me in your arms and squeezing my wrists so i could stop bleeding...
You then kiss my lips and say "i love you"... a smile comes across my face and ii hug you because i know being with you is going to keep me living My life; because your there to make it worth wild.. im so sorry baby i love you...
Dedicated-
To my boyfriend/best friend Jesus i love this kid so much and to see him shed tears because of me hurts.. He's the only person that i trust with my life..i love him so much it hurts and it hurts when he crys because of me.. im sorry baby..
