In the way

I woke up at 3am
from the dream i had
there was me and you
in the park
we where happy
then there was her
you got up
and walked away
you didn't look back
and i was all alone
it began to rain
and i was still in the park in the rain
thinking
she must be better then me
shes pretty and perfect
and I'm not good enough
she can make you happy
and i was only in the way
i walked home
and went to my parents room
and took the gun from the cabinet
i knew i had to talk to u one last time
i called your cell
you answered with hello
i said i love you
then hung up
i put the gun to my head
and pulled the trigger
the pain is gone
at least i know your happy now
and I'm not longer in the way...