Inside i still fall apart everytime i think about this relationship i lack. i pretend as though everything is alright but inside i feel like im falling and nothing can catch me. i pretend as though im hanging on but this breaking heart can't hold on much longer. trying to be strong is harder than everyone says. i need the strength to escape from here. i want to live my life when im alive. so these feelings need to come to a grinding hault before this ruins me more than it already has.
