Locked up
and done so tight.
Nothing in
nothing going out.
I can't,
won't let them go.
Never can they
leave and be
set free.
You'll never be
who you were before.
Lies, tears and
secrets still kept
and never forgotten.
I'm sorry,
for hold back
my feelings.
Even when they matter.
I rather
hurt myself
then someone close.
Sleepy eyes
filled with dripping
tears.
Aching hearts
filled with desires
to never be answered.
Moving on is best
even if you
yourself must break
your own heart more...