It's because i miss you,,,

Let me tell you honey,,
the reason for everything,,

I had only just realize,,when you left to your school,
I was inside the bus, thinking about how i hate that you had to go back,,

I was thinking of al the things i do not like about you,,

When forget to call,

When you cancel our plans last minute,

When you say i can not see you,and did not tell me until i asked, when i thought we could meet,,

When you forgot to text me, when you promised,,

When you act like you do not care at all,,

When you do not want to stay,,

When you act like nothing is wrong,,

But i took a second to realize,,why was i so upset,,,
It's an easy answer, but i guess our ego is too strong,,

I miss you honey,,i really do,,when you spenda month in my town during your holiday,,

Do you know how light, how happy i felt,,how easy things are for me,,knowing that i could see you each day and night, walk you to your home,

how calm my heart was, when i hold you in my arms,

how i was in love when we kissed,,how glad that you are there,,

I remember those moments,,,each night i sleep with a smile,,,knowing that i will see you tomorrow,,

There is the reason honey,,,i miss you,, so much that i hate you when you left,,my ego choose to hate you,,i do not know why,,,but i am trying to get over that,,,

I know, not each human are so lucky to be in the same place,,and soon you are going to another further place,,,

I hate that once,,but now i know,,it's because i miss you so much,,

Each of us has our plans,,,i hate it but i can not stop you,,,its your dream,,before we met,

Again,,,i miss you,,
That's why,,
When i sound upset,,
When i was angry,,,

I was just sad that i could not spend the time with you,,,
I am sorry,, know this that i truly care,,,

I wish wish and wish again,,
That we can stay in one place,,

I need you in my life,,,
I am fighting an endless misearable of not seeing you,,,

Why do i have to go through this pain,,
Of not being with the one i love,,

Sometimes i asked God,,
IS IT A SIN THAT I LOVE HER THAT I HAVE TO BE AWAY FROM HER?,,

But honey everything in my life,,,
trust me,, your the one i care the most,,

Never doubt me when i am angry,,,
It's because i miss you,,,,