Forever

Why do I continue to look at her?
I look at her as he holds her waist
Is this jealousy I feel?
What is this feeling?
I surely do no know

See I really want to know
It is such a strong feeling
Not a feeling of envy
But one more of regret
And sorrow

This feeling of everything
It just is connected to her
I really wonder why it is
I wish that it was not there anymore
I wish this feeling would go away

I know looking at her and him I will feel sick
That I will be unhappy as she grows happier
Now I look deep into my heart
What is left of this heart
I realize that with all my heart I love her

Yet I am too scared to do anything
Her touch is what I long for
Her rejection what I fear
I continue to live for that day
When she will be mine again

But how long will that be?
Months, days, years?
I know its worth it
So I will say to you what I said before
Forever is an understatement for how long I would wait for you