I "was" happy

I "was" happy
until i had to move
i "was" happy
until i had to go to my 6th new school
i "was" happy
until my parents wanted to get a divorce
i "was" happy
until my best friend left me
i "was" happy
until i found out my "friends" hated me
i "was" happy
i swear i "was"
but no its only a lost memories
lost in all my pain...
i used to be happy
and i used to smile...
i used to have good friends
but now they are all gone
the pain i have now
destroyed my happiness
and now i am
no longer
happy...
and now i can now smile
so now when people ask me
are you happy today?
i say
i used to be
i was
but no longer am....