Lost forever

Never have a felt this lonely
Or this empty at all
I cant even explain the pain inside of me
Its like you shoved a knife into me
I just wanna run away
And run as fast as i can
For i lost a friendship
I loved so dear
And a friend who knew my every fear
As i cry and cry without a break
I knew the heart you helped me mend
Is soon about to break
All those tears and laughs
Are now being erased
All the secrets and memories
Are fading away
But in my heart you will stay
You were always there
Like a second voice forever near
We cried together
And on each others shoulders
We stood side by side
And in each others arms we'd hide
Ill never forget to first day i met you
We were best friends from the start
And now in a day
How can you say
Its over and there's nothing to be said
I haven't cried this much since i can remember
Its so hard to think
Ill never hear your voice over the telephone
Or sit on your couch watching TV
My birthdays coming and i don't know if you'll be there
To celebrate my big 1 and 3
Oh how can this be
Did god put a curse on me
This is worse then when he lied to me
And worse then many things in life can be
You cant expect me to be OK
And pretend I'm alright
For the pain inside is like I'm about to die
And to think you wouldn't be by my side
These tears that run are ones i cry on my own
And your not there to help me
We were inseparable and never apart
You remained deep in my heart
Ive lost many friends
But none like you
What do i do wrong
Cause now there's nothing i can do
Inside I'm helpless
Outside its an act
Best friends forever we always said
But that strong of a promise is now dead