I don't understand a thing...

Was it feelings that defeated me
was it her thought of me
made me so weak

Everyday i wait for her to call me
but to find nothing there for me to receive
it's slowly made me weak

i'm losing my mind to a girl
i'm losing my thoughts and feelings
she just someone i want so badly

a text message makes me happy
a necklace i gave her improves me
she slapping me where it hurts so badly

god give me something to dream
i'm already forgetting her face and her beauty
she lives in my mind without a face or body

give me a picture of her
give me something i can forget everything
she torn my mind and i lost everything

my head hurts so badly
because all these feelings
i wonder if she will understand me

in the end i don't understand a thing
she lives on so happy
while i live on without anything...