Let my try to explain how i feel and why i do
The words i choose are closest to my heart
True are all the lines that follow
So please read and feel what i do
The heart that is mine i take out for you
This in my hand is the weakness i can not show
Flowing from its hollow tubes are the words of regret
I beg to you please hear what i can not bring my voice to utter
The silents you find in me when you look at me
Is something i wish you did not have to see
I ran away from facing the problems that lay before me
Back to the comfort of home and sanity
Every choice made by a falter of the soul
Closed to all aspects of the thought process
I did not realize what i had done before it was to late
There are no words to make what has been done right again
This is not about love and it is not about regret
It is about honor among friends and i feel i betrayed that
By giving you a promise that i did not fulfill
I don't feel as though our friendship will ever be the same
I make my apologies through words i have not said to you
In my mind i play them over and over again. Only to bury them out of shame
My heart is pumping out for forgiveness i wish you could give
If you don't i understand. I just hope you hear my apologize in this silent hymn
