by I Want To Forget But All I Do Is Remember Feb 23, 2008
category :
Friendship, family /
family
It feels like you don't want anything from me, like you just want this pretty little daughter to show all your friends. i feel like one of those porcelain dolls you hung around my room. Sitting all nice and clean with a painted smile upon my face. we've never had a real conversation about anything. you don't seem to want to talk to me. i wish i could tell you the way you make me feel sometimes but I'm afraid you won't listen. I'm afraid that all i feel is true. i want with all my heart for you to notice me. so if it takes me misbehaving or doing the things you don't like then so be it. I'll do it all from cutting to drugs to suicide if thats what it takes for you to talk to me... |
by Hidden1
I can truly relate to this poem in so many ways. Especially when you said you feel like the porcelai dolls with the painted dolls. I felt that exact same way with my daddy. I just came to t he realization that, that's h ow he is and so what. I would not inflict any pain or suffering on myself for attention, but what I did was try to find a replacement. Just be yourself and when you get the courage, just write them a poem or do whatever you need to do to get this off of your chest. I like this poem. |