BlOoDy TuB

F^uck this i hate it!
AH they say its part of life,well f^uck it i hate it!
I hate everything about it,i hate that i have a shattered heart,i hate that i can just break down and cry,i hate that everything i do i do by myself!

No one is here with me anymore,i cant look at people the same.

Last night i had a dream that i took a razor and slit both of my wrists,i sat and watched all the blood just pour out,i liked the blood running down my arm,it made my arms so numb but i sat and laughed....I took the bloody razor and slit my arms once again,thats when i was dead,i could see all the bloody...i was sitting in a bloody tub,i have no understanding of life,know i have a tub full of my f^uking blood.

The dark red blood just poured out until i died...F^ck you,F^ck life,F^uck this bulls^it...

Life f^ucking sucks!!!