What do you do...

What do you do...

what do you do when your world is jus fallin apart???

it seems like you never do anything right..

and the ppl you thought cared about you the most...

bail everytime you make plans....

and they chose their other friends over you every chance they get....

and some times... it jus seems like the whole world is on your shoulder...

and you jus cant explain how you feel....

because when you do... they juss call you a freak.. or drama queen...

its funny....

how one day everything is fine..

then the next......

it jus makes you wanna die....

and i cant help but think.....

maybe juss MAYBE this is the way things go...

you get put in tough situations..

to make you stronger....

and you get heartbroken..

so you learn to trust nobody but yourself...

like when you trust your friends..

the next thing you kno they stop returning phone calls.

and come up with excuses...

but deep down inside you kno..

if it was her other friends... she wouldve called bac in a heartbeat....

maybe this is the only way to find out who your true friends are...

the ones that will be there no matter what....

and they stand up FOR you...

and not jus sit there and bash you with the rest of them

and yeah,, maybe you have alot of good memories together

but ppl DO change...

they change who they are,, what they like,, and almost everything about them..

idk...

life jus confuses me...

im jus glad i have SOME decent friends who really care..

without you...

i would be nothing...

i would be that loser you see sittin in the corner all alone