I smile to hide the pain bc i just want u to be happy.
it hurts me to know that u dont care about me anymore.
but i know deep down that u still do care about me u just will not tell me.
wearing or looking at the necklace makes me think of u more and more and makes me wonder if u still love me..
i cry and cry bc u think that i screwed u over but u dont understand that i would never do that to u.
i hide the smile everytime i c u bc i dont want u to see the sadness in my eyes.
i just know that u will not be here anymore to tell me that everything is goin gto be ok if something goes wrong.
but i jus wish that u would tell me that u still care and that u dont want nothing to happen to me..
