My Only Apology

by perfectnonchalance   Feb 23, 2008


Beautiful from the delivery room
So naive and perfect
It's too bad that tears shed tear up a family
Only to drift away in swampy waters

There seems to be a problem here
Is the coal a little too warm?
It was never my intention, second degree in the third person

I can't take you away from the sight in a reflection
Triggering you back to my naked flesh
And for you, my beautiful baby girl
My only apology

I'm sorry

If it's any consolation, I never meant to beat you
If it's in consideration, then character isn't virtue
and If it's in moderation, and if nobody is around
Just for that subtle elation, you make the prettiest sounds

Dirty nails and cigarettes
Cheap cologne and sweat
Puppy breath and effulgent light
Tuck you in and say goodnight
I can't break without a reason, Everyone's a different season
I can't understand why I'm like I am

But I can't bleed through anymore

If it's any consolation, I never met to beat you
If it's in consideration, then character isn't virtue
and If it's in moderation, and if nobody is around
Just for that subtle elation, you make the prettiest sounds

It's that mental masturbation, that made me this way
Public humiliation is something we've to evade
Peculiar fascinations with the girl whose eyes I share
Nearing ejaculation, in the winter's warmest glare

Break me and bend me and rape me of rest
It's alright, it's okay, there's not much of you left
Not so naive anymore. You're not so pretty
Celest

Bend me and break me and fake me of truth
I hate you, you hate me, I'm turning blue
Bring me down from the ceiling
I can't breathe

Beautiful from the delivery room
So naive and perfect
It was never my intention, second degree in the third person

If it's any consolation, I never met to beat you
If it's in consideration, then character isn't virtue
and If it's in moderation, and if nobody is around
Just for that subtle elation, you make the prettiest sounds

It's that mental masturbation, that made me this way
Public humiliation is something we've to evade
Peculiar fascinations with the girl whose eyes I share
Nearing ejaculation, in the winter's warmest glare

Please excuse me, I never wanted a daughter
I should of been a better mother
I should of been a better friend

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