IN THIS LIFE I AM NOT FREE
I AM NOT ALLOWED TO JUST BE ME
MY DAD DOESN'T KNOW I LOVE HIM
THE LIGHT FOR ME JUST SEEMS SO DIM
ALL I HAVE SEEN OF MY DAD IS HIS BACK
IT MAKES MY HEART JUST WANT TO CRACK
I'M LIVING TWO LIVES FROM GOOD AND BAD
WHEN ALL I REALLY WANT IS MY DAD
EVERYONE HERE SEEMS TO BE FAKE
THAT IS SOMETHING I CANT TAKE
I JUST WANT TO CLOSE THE DOOR ON THIS LIFE
I CAN NOT TAKE THIS KIND OF STRIFE