Lost

I built a wall around me
afraid to let it down
afraid to let you see

the pain i fell
the emotions that will come
everything that i dont want to deal

I wish i could forget about him
pretend it never happened
a new life ide begin

instead i feel alone inside
trapped in this depression
filled with questions why

cutting myself to escape
doing all i can
just to make it through the day

starting to think itll never get better
theres no hope
this pains forever