Thinkin bout you when i'm with him..

I'm not sure why it is,
why when its him i think of you,
or why you seep into my mind
when i try to find someone new.
your face is always in my head,
you voice is always in my mind,
the memories of us play through
my head with no way to pause or rewind.
you tell me that maybe someday
we can be us again,
yet somehow i'm filled with doubt,
and i start looking again.
whenever i'm with him,
i can only think of you
and how i long to start again,
long to start anew.