How Could I Have Been So Stupid

How could I have been so stupid
were my eyes really so covered
by the veil of another
that I could not see
how perfect that boy was for me
now I see it but I'm afraid its too late
for his heart is with another
yet I can't help but question
if fate finds us together
the words he speaks, so sweet and kind,
make me wonder what's really on his mind
he speaks of his past, his actions, and worries
typing every thought in his head
curiosity a rises to whether
there is double meaning
to what he has said
I do not question
for I will admit I am scared
that my heart will
once again be torn in two
because I don't know
if he has ever really cared