Lost

Im lost
Im lost and don't know what to do
I don't know what to do with my life
I don't know where to to go
I sit here and talk to people
talk to people I do not know
and I can talk to them about anyone and anything
but when I talk to him I can't spit anything out they stick in me like glue not knowing what to do and i have no idea why
I have no idea what to do
He needs to know but I can't seem to tell.