I never thought,
about that mistake,
until it was already too late,
You asked me first,
if i'd be alright,
I said i'd be better off this way.
When i think back,
i always wonder,
why i was so stupid,
Was it just a lie,
so that i'd be able to deny,
the way that i felt about you,
or did i not think about the truth,
did i say that i would not miss you,
i wish i could remember.
You asked me if,
i thought you should go,
and of coarse i said yes,
i didn't think about the future,
all the late nights spent crying.