I just realized something
And this thought is a bit discouraging
I dunno why it never occurred to me
That if I do get to see Stephanie
At Christmas in Vietnam
It wont be the end of the situation in which I am
I guess I thought that meeting you
Would solve all my problems but it ain't true
What if we do hit it off in a big way
The whole distance thing will put me even more in disarray
I sometimes wish that you will not be
All that I hoped you would be
Yeah it would sure make it easier
If we are just not right for each other
But there is a part of me
That hopes you are my love to be
I realize the pain of separation
Will bring me to states of desperate addiction
But it could all be worth it
I'll just have to deal with it
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is that I'm worried about that upcoming day
I also often ask myself
If I'm getting ahead of myself
I feel like maybe I should be more careful
Maybe I've been a bit too hopeful
Of what you and I can become
For I don't wanna be alone
Anymore
For I know along the way there's something better for me in store.
