Jeff

I was not lying when I said I love you. I meant it then and I mean it now. I will always love you. But Erin was not lying. I do not want to move forward in our relationship. This is not just a brotherly love, there is just too much at risk. I do not want to lose you. I love you too much to take that chance. You are all I have. If we break up, things will never be the same. You are the best thing that has ever happend to me. If I have to ignore my love, that that is a choice I have to make if I want to keep you. Please do not think I did not mean what I said. You are just too much of a risk. I love you Jeff, and I always will. No matter what.