I guess it doesn't matter how i feel or what i need
and i guess it doesn't matter if you never complete the deed
life only happens and goes by slowly day by day
and your heart is gonna slowly tear mine away
it doesn't really matter, it's not like you really cared
many, many lies were the only things we shared
and maybe i wasn't the only one so fickle and so scared
but i definitely was the only one wholly not prepared
and maybe someday i'll receive your letter in the mail
combined with enough care in order for us to bail
and it doesn't really matter how perfect and the same
my wrong thinking and your smile are the only things to blame
sew this heart back up, and lets get going on our way
for your heart is going to slowly, deeply tear mine away
and i know you feel the same about this life we're forced to live
so pack your bags and write the note you're in dire need to give
it isn't this hard to greet such happiness, laughs and fun
so throw the lies away, admit, and look past what's been done
but it doesn't really matter, if you never really cared
for you're holding out on paper and completely unprepared
