The movie night psalms

I lay with you that night,
when you consumed all that drink.
as you became more drunk,
you seemed incapable to think.

You moved your body closer,
as I tried to move away.
You started inviting me over,
you said you wanted to play.

You promised that you were sober,
and said there'd be no regrets.
As I refused more and more,
you started turning to threats.

I cared about you intensely,
and thats why I could not comply.
I wanted you to love me,
not just to be another guy.

But after a while I pondered,
and thought maybe it'll be OK.
I just hope neither of us live,
to ever regret that day.