Frightened of tomorrow
Terrified of today
Scared to find another scar on the way
Worried how it will end
Worried if it might happen again
She turns to the ledge
Remembering all those bad memories
Memories of pain and hurt
Memories that always lurk
Memories only she knows of
About how the knife just slipped
About how the blade accidentally hit
And how she didn't know what bleeding ment
But when that rush took hold
And that red stuff just flew
The dizzyness grew stronger
And love began to brew
Lying on the tiles
Redwahsed of blood
Waiting for the moment
I can fall
Into the darkness of my yesterdays
