"I hope things work out for you two..."
That was all I could say to him, speechless,
but my heart burst with words and emotions.
After all we went through together,
I never imagined ever having to say that, a lie.
Because I may have put a smile on,
but inside I was crying and slowly dieing.
I could feel my heart skip a beat and my hands shake.
Boy, why didn't you tell me sooner?
Then, maybe I wouldn't stand here like an idiot,
realizing that I wasn't the one you loved.
All along I was just your little play toy.
I guess when you couldn't hold her,
I was just the next best thing, a replacement.
Each kiss held a sweet tender meaning for me,
But for you it was merely a meaningless game.
Had I known you wished I were her,
that first time you told me "it feels so right..."
you'd be standing in the night alone.
But the truth is I'm not over you yet.
I swear to God your not what I want
to be thinking about night after night.
I wish I had others reasons to cry,
but boy, you meant so much to me.
And one day I'll be able to move on,
and my heart will be free from this pain
of belonging to you all this time, but for now,
know that you still mean the world to me.
