Beguiled me,
My love,
You did,
From the very first moment I laid my eyes upon you.
Over the years,
Even when millions of miles stretched between us,
Not a word,
From you I heard,
Still,
This treacherous heart of mine,
Never forgot,
And never let me forget,
About you my sweet,
Yes!
You enticed me,
Even from afar.
I strode on,
With my come hither-attitude,
Yet when alone,
I could not help,
But miss you,
True!
Tastes I had,
Of many a people,
To forget,
To deny,
The knowledge,
The feeling,
Deep within me,
In my hearts of heart,
That your taste was the only one I craved for,
I was trying to fill a void within me to but no avail,
Happiness and misery,
Followed me by,
And so did your thoughts,
Accompany me in every step I took,
For the life of me,
Disregard cannot I,
The hopes and dreams which I had once upon a time because of you.
What was it about you that made me love you so?
People ask me,
I merely smiled,
And that was answer enough.
Why do you still love him so?
People ask me,
I still smile,
And that is answer enough.
Why was that smile answer enough?
You may ponder,
It was heartwarming, genuine and reached my eyes,
Yes!
It was a smile from my very soul brimming with love for him,
Does not matter much,
Why I love him,
But love him,
I do,
And that is all that matters.
A man of,
Few words,
Complicated to the brim,
Yet so kind and full of charm,
Affection and humor within yet reined in,
And when expressed,
The person who he bestows it upon,
Shall feel,
Utter bliss,
He has an aura of mystery around him,
Almost like a walking box of secrets,
I find my self lured,
Like a moth to the flame,
Helpless attraction,
Dangerous I know,
Burned I might be,
Cared not I,
For he had me enthralled with him as a whole.
Fate brought us together yet again,
It shook and broke,
Every barricade,
I built against him over the years,
I was defenseless,
Locked away feelings,
Broke free,
I was back to square one,
Fascinated was I,
Mesmerized was I,
Hypnotized was I,
For I had unrequited love for him which knew no bound,
A connection was present,
Inevitable sparks flew,
It felt good,
It felt right,
He knew how I felt,
Yet,
A word even,
He did not utter.
A moment came,
When he let me in,
Showed me an extract,
Of what he is capable of giving,
Among blue stars shivering in the distance,
And fierce golden flames full of passion emitting from a jade green goblet,
He held me in his arms and it felt as though I have come home,
Kissed me just right,
It was magical and he had me trembling,
He was fierce passion it self,
Yet,
So tender,
So loving,
So gentle,
It was truly beautiful.
If those gestures were something to go by,
He loved me,
Yet he refrained from telling so,
His wanting to be with me,
Yet,
Uncertain of his love for me,
Hurts me deep within,
And confuses me,
Yet I love him more and more with every passing moment,
I belong to him,
Heart and soul,
Wait I must,
With a memory to tide me through,
Time he shall have,
For my heart would not give up on him,
For I know he is the one for me,
For he is worth fighting for,
Thus,
I cannot let go,
He is all I ever wanted,
He is my dream,
Soon to be reality,
He has me hooked,
I shall love him,
For all eternity,
I realize,
What will be, will be!
And if he is not to be mine,
Even then,
I shall love him,
From a distance.
