I got some of those words out of my mind
In the world floating around
I some what told him whats on my mind
with out it all coming out.
I know it all needs to be said but I don't think it will ever be
I hate that I can't really speak my mind for I'm afraid to say the wrong things at times
Lately I've been saying more then I should and I know its going to get me in alot of trouble
I try and try to hold my tongue but its getting more difficult as the days go by
People are nosie and lot of them give the wrong advice and its putting me in a hell hole for i don't know what to do.
Some say I need to talk to him
Others say I need to take a break and think things through
Then theres some that say break up with him but I really don't want to.
Which leads me to not knowing what to do
Its leaving me in a hole of darkness
A hole I will have to find my way out on my own time.
