Pitiful Mistake

All I know is I have a heart
That lies within my chest
And it pumps blood
Which someone else
Deserves more than I do
Unholy liquid, sacrificial girl
I stand before the Devil
So he can reclaim my soul
And rip me to shreds
If someone hasn't already did that

I will feel no pain
I want you not to save me
This person, which is one's self,
Is a waste of an effort
As you will die trying in a process
Of saving something not worth saving
Am I worth saving?
I bring only destruction
And a nightmare so taunting
You can't even close your eyelids

I am for then gone
A wish you have is granted
A life now lost, is of better use
Someone smarter, more braver
Someone who will give back
Nothing useless in a lifetime
I ask for one request
And this is to not thank me
Or remember my soul
Think of me as a pitiful mistake