Convincing Actress

I'm alone in my room
Close to tears
Depression's controlling my mind
These horrible thoughts!
Please make them leave
My phone rings
My friends want me over
My mask goes on
When I get there
you would never guess
how sad I truly am
But it always surprises me
when I fake a laugh
or force a smile
and no one catches on
But then I think
Well, why not?
That's all they hear
and all they see
Soon I'll have to stop
I'm getting tired of it
Maybe I'll even confess
Everyone will be shocked
except my best friend
Guess it's not always good
to be a convincing actress.

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I can't think of a good title for this one,so if anyone has any ideas I would really appreciate them.Please tell me what you think.

Thanks for reading,
Rado