Will the pain and sorrow ever leave my life, could you ever help me?
Or must I fall all the way to the bottom? Where I may not come back from,
Do I live or do I die? Will you come to my rescue if I fall and can not correct?
Will you be my knight in shining armor? Will I be safe within your grasp?
Do I have to fall to call upon you or are you my own true guardian? Only you can say,
Safety is all I ask of thee, all I ever needed, all I never got, what are you to me?
Are you one that will let me fall, or are you one that will catch me as I fall,
This is all I ask of thee to be my guarding angel and watch over me, to keep me safe,
When I fall if I have no help what can I do but spread my wings and fly away?
I will fly away if I can not trust you, I will not fall again not now I must stay strong,
I must fight on for all my time, I am safe for now, but I will not always be so,
I may run for now, but not forever, I am not the one to run, it is to cowardice,
Tell me what you like but if I don’t agree I will not listen, even if it is good advice,
To me life is just one part of a whole; to me life is just full of pain and sorrow,
I cause some for other people, but I try not to, it is not my fault when that happens,
It all happens to fast for me to watch; to fast for me to follow, I am too slow,
I will stand and fight when the time comes right, I’ll not fall, I’ll die before I let that happen,
I’ll be the one to catch you in a fix, so why can’t you be the one to catch me in a fix?
Watch me as you please, you’ll soon find most times I can watch out for myself,
You’ll soon find I only need friends, that I have them and don’t really need you,
Don’t run when the going gets tough, it won’t ever last long, it all ways sorts its self out,
Don’t ask me why the days seem short but the hours long, for I do not know why,
I am only mortal and cant know what God wants of use on this world of ours,
It is not me that controls what you do, as it is not you that controls what I do,
The pain is that strong within my heart and I can’t work out why it is so strong,
Someone once told me “close your eyes on the pain” how can I do that?
Confuse me all you like, it is only you that does that, why are you like that?
Follow me all you like, it does not bother me at all at the moment,
I will continue on in my life, as me not as any one else, I will be me no matter,
My life is all I had, now all I have to depend on is you, you give me what I need,
Time is short in this life, I will make it worth all I can, please do not stop me,
Pain and sorrow are two things that appear in every ones life I know that well enough now,
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