Pain And Sorry Second Part

by Daphne Darling   May 19, 2004


I breathe in the air that is around me, as I breathed in the love you showed once upon a time,
Upon a time that I now hold dear, you where all I ever needed, all I ever wanted,
Upon the day you left me, I became a shell empty of everything, nothing inside at all,
All emotions gone forever from my heart, all life gone from my soul, all I wanted was to die,
All I wanted was to be gone from this world, never to turn back, all I wanted was you back,
All I ever should have needed was your love, then I lost it and I knew then I’d never be the same,
Lost inside my own mind I looked for something to cling to, something to hold on to,
Something that could save me from my sorrow, then it was another that came and saved me,

I ask only one thing of the person I love and that is not a very great thing to ask at all it is,
Hold me close to you, as I need to know that you care, tell me you do and I’ll be there forever,
I intend to be the one that sees what has become of this world and help it back to normal,
I intend to be the one to know that I love you more than anyone else could ever love you,
I know I need to think of what I am doing and I need to watch the path I am taking,
For many times I have stumbled and one time was the time I stumbled onto you,
I regret the day that happened cause all it brought was more pain and sorrow,
More than I could handle, I broke down and now I cry tears of pain, tears of sorrow,

All I ever asked was for someone to care, for someone to love, for someone to help me,
All I ever needed was someone that could help me through my sorrow and help with all the pain,
Now all I can do is to close my eyes on the pain and let the tears seep through and down my face,
How can I trust what my heart says any more when all I can hear is lies it seems?
How can I trust you when every time I talk to you I end up in tears that would not have come,
If it had not been for all you have done to me, all you said was lies promises broken all the time,
All you promised was a lie and I tried to live that lie and failed dreadfully in my love for you,
All I trusted was a lie, I trusted you, how can I ever trust you again in this hell of a lie,

Now my pain runs deeper than love can help, everyday I look out the window and see happiness,
Now all I want is for that happiness to come for me and bring me back form my pain,
All I need now is for the return of my happiness; the return of what I lived for, what I believed in,
Every morning I wake up and sigh thinking of all the troubled dreams I had the night before,
All the troubles in my life are not there because of me; they are there because of life and hell,
All you saw in me was a girl, not a person that had feelings to break or make for you,
Now all I can do when I think of you is think “maybe it would be better if you never came,”
All I do is cry for your soul now, I hope it still retains some of the good I once saw in it,

I hope you realize that you once had a heart and that you once cared, that now is gone forever,
I will never see that which you once where again, it is gone for good and that is no good for you,
You are lower than an ant in my opinion now, you crawl along and live off other people’s scraps,
You live life as if it is not worth your attention, as if you are the only one that counts,
I have not a care for the words you try to tell me thinking they are worth the effort, they are not,
I think I can’t fall head over heels in love with another boy when I think they could ever love me,
You never understood life, you always thought it could be wasted with fun and games for you,
Next time think before you do what you want, then maybe you won’t have so many enemies.

**Well theres the second part.**

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