Again and again fear of you raping me
over and over time after time different faces
why me, why now, why then, I can't win
I close my eyes, the scent of your presence take my breath
I keep dreaming of heaven, flowers of wonder, a young child in a place called home,of heaven,
This pain, my shame, the one I carry the one who left me, alone, drained, stained and damaged
lost without a dream or a dreamer, how can I sleep, close my eyes I see this flower wither, I see the mothers care, nearing me meadows of heaven
its coming, a deep sleep as i fall into this
Meadow of heaven
