Grieving my own life

I had a good life
of money, and friends
i was gonna be a good wife
but then things had to end

in a second everything was gone
my life was wipes away
everything went all wrong
cause a condom broke one day

now he's left me
alone with child
this is how it'll for ever be
not great not awful, just mild

she cries and what am i to do
i can only hold her
until her crying is threw
and i wonder...

what would have become
in that old life of mine
how was he so dumb
to wreck this world of mine

so now as she sleeps
i sit and i grieve
inside me are loud weeps
of pain you couldn't believe

it's not the child that has done this
oh no, for she's innocent
but the man who told pretty lies
now i hold my heart in content

now i am to be alone
forever
but he sits in his big home
whatever