Fate

I woke up in the middle of the night
My body, my heart, trembling in fright
Crickets chirping at the front door
As I stepped my feet on the cold floor
The bed was empty, your car wasn't here
Now my heart was racing with only fear
I walked around pacing the room
Wishing that you'd come home soon
The night was dark, something was wrong
You promised that you wont be gone long
The silence was broken as the phone began to ring
"There was nothing we could do, not a thing"
I tried not to listen to the things he said
Pretended you were here, on our bed
"Switch on the television" I heard him say
And then the reality hit me in a hard way
"There's been a car crash near the river side"
"Unfortunately no one made it alive"
I saw your car at the accident scene
But I took a chair and smashed the screen
I tried to believe what I wanted to
But you were gone and that was true
My life, my life, died in front my eyes
And you weren't here to stop my cries
I told them all, "He's not dead, I feel it inside"
But the truth of it, I couldn't hide
They took me to see what remained of you
A wedding ring with diamonds of blue
I cried even more, as my heart began to melt
I finally knew all the things you really felt
I fell to the ground, blinded by my tears
I've loved you hunnie, for so many years
All those years but u never said u loved me
Now I know all the things I couldn't see
I wished you had told me, but now its too late
As they all say, maybe its just fate