Just another teenage love poem

You ripped my heart out,
and left me there to bleed.
pain is growing over me,
just like a deadly weed.

i have been asking myself,
would it be better to die?
because of you i can't sleep,
i sit up all night and cry.

it's bad you couldn't see,
how much this would hurt.
how much this would kill me.

because of you,
i have lost control.
before you came along i was happy,
that happiness from me you stole.

I'm now praying,
I'm wishing my life away.
i do not want to talk to you.
there is nothing left to say.

you thought it would help,
telling me what i wanted to hear.
what you didn't know is that is what,
turns me to fear.